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Maleficent's advice is best at this point, you've made the appointment, so soon you'll have the answers you need. I've done what you have, looking up symptoms online, and what starts out as thinking I have a simple cold turns into thinking I have chronic fatal pnemonia or something. Do what you're doing now, find other activites to keep you occupied and know we're all thinking about you.

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