Let me get this straight: you're going to leave a good man whom you're perfectly comfortable with in any way unless he's willing to marry you? Are you.. mad? Why do you have this urge, need, obsession if you will, about getting married? 
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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