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Strange Famous - I wonder about something you said in your initial query, you couldn't be attracted to a woman who is 300lbs. How is your attraction to your GF who is trying to get into the 24 inch waist pants? Some of your habits have me curious about how happy you are in this relationship, along with the fact that you're wondering if somebody ELSE could find you attractive...
In the pictures where you're smiling, you always seem to look attractive. It sounds like you're unhappy now. There may be things you need to address in your relationships with other people, but the things that will help get things going will be the things you do for you. My favorite thing to do when I've had those mental Rubik's cubes was to walk and think. I burned off so much weight doing that. Walking is very therapuetic.
But I can say that from the looks of things, if you weighed in at a level that made you happy, or happier, and had a healthy self confidence, you'd probably find a number of romantic options - or you'd be that much more of a turn on for your current GF.
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I think the Apocalypse is happening all around us. We go on eating desserts and watching TV. I know I do. I wish we were more capable of sustained passion and sustained resistance. We should be screaming and what we do is gossip. -Lydia Millet
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