Hey aberkok,
I just started reading this thread and was feeling really bad for you, but I'm glad to see that you were able to have a discussion with them and get your feelings out in the open. There is never any way to make the time go by fast when you want it to. The only advice I would be able to offer is something that you're already doing: keep a journal. It won't make the problems go away, but at least you can look back later and remember what you went through.
Sorry this isn't more helpful, but I just wanted you to know that we're all rooting for you to make it home to be with your woman.
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"I can normally tell how intelligent a man is by how stupid he thinks I am" - Cormac McCarthy, All The Pretty Horses
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