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Originally Posted by toby19
Now I should mention that the situation is not necessarily as straightforward as I portray it, as for a little less than a year, I was feeling these insidious (bet very vague and intermittent) homosexual perceptions of various appealing guys at my highschool, and before that I briefly felt this vague but disconcerting perception of myself as being genderless. However since then I have felt as heterosexual as ever. Decidedly heterosexual. Heterosexual like Hef. Heferosexual. So I do not really consider the 'weird' phase as being anything more than exactly that.
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Actually, considering your questionable homophobia and the statements made above about feeling "decidedly heterosexual", and how emphatically you insist you have all this lust and appreciation for the female form, I'd have to cast a vote for "you might be gay".
You sound confused, and you even admit to a "phase". You may just not be comfortable with the truth of your sexuality. Not everyone who "comes out" suddenly says, "i'm gay". Sometimes it takes a little personal realization, a little "soul-searching", if you will.
Maybe step number one is being a lot more open-minded and not bashing homosexuality so much. Past that, who knows where things will lead you?
Also, it's possible you have no sex drive because you haven't had sex yet. And, not everyone in the world has to have a sex drive. If you don't, it's not anything necessarily bad.