I would guess that there's a good amount of scattered fear. Fear of the first time, fear of trying to develop a romantic situation, fear of rejection. rsl12's response would apply, if you had little desire or didn't masturbate so much. You obviously want a girl. Is there some denial going on here?
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I think the Apocalypse is happening all around us. We go on eating desserts and watching TV. I know I do. I wish we were more capable of sustained passion and sustained resistance. We should be screaming and what we do is gossip. -Lydia Millet
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