I don't mean to jump the gun here, but the fact that you decided to mention it kinda brings to memory an article I once read...
In the article, it states that a fairly high percentage of people that are not interested in sex may be confused as to their sexuality actually is. They were unable to accept the fact that they were attracted to the same sex, but at the same time felt no interest in the opposite sex either. I'd suggest you do so deep soul searching and make sure that you know which team you play for, so to speak.
The reason I bring it up is because you don't seem to be all to accepting of homosexual behavior, and look at is as a bad thing.
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insidious (bet very vague and intermittent) homosexual perceptions of various appealing guys at my highschool
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Just an observation - please don't take offence.
Also, a couple more of your comments are confusing.
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I absolutely adore women, I am quite the perv...
I will even state emphatically that my lust for the female form ...
I mean I have masturbated while visualising or watching oral sex, but that was only as a brief phase, and now I feel that I would never want to have that done to me.
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Out of curiosity, what do you think about when you masterbate?
Also, is the reason behind you preferring that noone perform oral sex on you because you are not interested in it, or because you have possible self perception/self esteem issues?