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shoe · 10-09-2005, 04:54 AM

Sorry if this is not in the right section - ( perhaps tilted relationships.. )

This might be nothing really - but i am really freaking out here. I just spent the worst night of my life thinking and dreaming about what may have happenned. Also, i may just be overeacting.

Last night was the annual Collegiate level awards for filmmaking in quebec. I have this GF ( we will call her stef) i have been seeing for 9 months or so and we are both each other's first. I wasnt supposed to attend due to a certain party but i decided to go anyways, seeing my girl's movie was in competition. I get there at 8, expecting to be greeted by an exstatic to see me Stef. Instead, i am greeted by the image of her , a guy, Ben, whom i have nothing but hate for, sitting with a bunch of her friends.

This Ben guy story goes a long way. When i first met Stef, she eventually pulled away from me because of that guy so we only got together like 1 year after that. He's a very manipulative individual, and very good looking individual, who likes to play games with women. She knows i have nothing but hate for him.

At this point i am pissed off. So i sit down behind them and let loose a quick "hey". No ones turns around. Then i go in right behind her ear and say "hello". She knows im pissed by now. She knows seeing her with im would aggravate me to no end. She turns around, makes small talk and turns back to the front. Im not very talktative (sp?) by now but im thinking like crazy. Anyways, the projection starts, im left with 2 hours of watching them say things in their ears and giggle. I've never been so disgusted.

The movies end, theres a 30 min break between the 2 segments, she comes to see me but even though i want her to explain things i cant listen to her. I hear her saying that he just wanted to see her movie. I still dont turn to her so she leaves to go back to her friends and him, seeing as i am paying no attention to her. I leave the place before the 2nd segment, miserable and scared.

I dont know what to think of this. She KNOWS how i woult react to see them together. Why the fuck would she invite HIM ? She knew, well thought, i wasnt even going to be present, which makes me even move uneasy. I've been stressing out over this all night and morning. I only get to see her at 3 today and im going to ask her for some explanations. I keep thinking theyre must be a logical explanation to all of this. Im scared and hurt. If she has done anything with him im breaking it off. I want to kill that fucker.

10-09-2005, 04:54 AM	#1 (permalink)
shoe Crazy Location: Montreal , Quebec	A possible betrayal - im freaking out.. Sorry if this is not in the right section - ( perhaps tilted relationships.. ) This might be nothing really - but i am really freaking out here. I just spent the worst night of my life thinking and dreaming about what may have happenned. Also, i may just be overeacting. Last night was the annual Collegiate level awards for filmmaking in quebec. I have this GF ( we will call her stef) i have been seeing for 9 months or so and we are both each other's first. I wasnt supposed to attend due to a certain party but i decided to go anyways, seeing my girl's movie was in competition. I get there at 8, expecting to be greeted by an exstatic to see me Stef. Instead, i am greeted by the image of her , a guy, Ben, whom i have nothing but hate for, sitting with a bunch of her friends. This Ben guy story goes a long way. When i first met Stef, she eventually pulled away from me because of that guy so we only got together like 1 year after that. He's a very manipulative individual, and very good looking individual, who likes to play games with women. She knows i have nothing but hate for him. At this point i am pissed off. So i sit down behind them and let loose a quick "hey". No ones turns around. Then i go in right behind her ear and say "hello". She knows im pissed by now. She knows seeing her with im would aggravate me to no end. She turns around, makes small talk and turns back to the front. Im not very talktative (sp?) by now but im thinking like crazy. Anyways, the projection starts, im left with 2 hours of watching them say things in their ears and giggle. I've never been so disgusted. The movies end, theres a 30 min break between the 2 segments, she comes to see me but even though i want her to explain things i cant listen to her. I hear her saying that he just wanted to see her movie. I still dont turn to her so she leaves to go back to her friends and him, seeing as i am paying no attention to her. I leave the place before the 2nd segment, miserable and scared. I dont know what to think of this. She KNOWS how i woult react to see them together. Why the fuck would she invite HIM ? She knew, well thought, i wasnt even going to be present, which makes me even move uneasy. I've been stressing out over this all night and morning. I only get to see her at 3 today and im going to ask her for some explanations. I keep thinking theyre must be a logical explanation to all of this. Im scared and hurt. If she has done anything with him im breaking it off. I want to kill that fucker.