Maybe this is your body's way of telling you to SLOW DOWN. Our bodies can take years of abuse, but at some point something's gotta give ... and it sounds like you're body is trying to send you every signal it can - physical pain, emotional/mental pain, visual signs - that you've gotta take some time to get YOU straightened out. It is possible to get back the Tummy you had and feel better about yourself, but that means putting down the other 1,000 things you are trying to do and get yourself back in balance so you FEEL sexier, in a bikini or not. There will be a day where you get out of the shower ... look in the mirror ... and smile because you know your husband would just devour you right then if he was there looking at you .
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna
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