Raeanna, I'm sorry to hear that you had to have so many surgeries. However, I'm sure that the incisions will heal and most of the 'ugliness' you see will go away. It is hard to see something happens to your bady, especially when you don't have much control over it. When I had me appendectomy, I was very upset about the 3 scars I had from the laproscoptic surgery, even though they were small to everyone but me. I think that we often view things on our body worse than others do. I did have an incision on the bottom of my bellybutton and that was upsetting to me. However, now a year and a half later, they are less noticeable. I am hoping that the same thing will happen to you.
As for being emotional, I think it might just be that time of year. I was bawling yesterday watching Father of the Bride. Just let the feelings out and you will be fine. It will all work out and, as Monkie said, this day will end and a better will come soon!
BTW, Fredweena your last paragraph made me smile.
