Get rid of it. It sounds like you have a bigger problem with it than you are letting on if you have to come out in front of everyone to ask if you should get rid of it. If you are trying to start a relationship, it will only hinder its growth. Focus all of you desires on one person rather than fantasizing about the people you will never meet. Besides, who really wants to sleep with a porn star? It is meant for what it is, fantasy. If you want to keep some for a rainy day, that's up to you.
I suggest toss it.
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