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There has been a lot of good advice given here so far. I don't want to sound redundant, but everything I had in mind to say was already said. If you can afford a doctor, then I'd definitely see one. A nutritionist might also be an answer. They might have a lot of insight to why you eat as much as you do and still not gain weight.
As far as thinking of taking your own life - it's so very easy for us to sit here and tell you not to because we can see where life will get better and right now your vision is blocked by all the bullshit you're putting up with. Take it from those who have already posted; it does get better. The problem with taking your own life is you never get to see it get better. One day soon you're going to wake up in the morning, look at your friends around you, someone sleeping next to you and be eternally grateful that you stayed with us.
As for dealing with the intellectual midgets, vent. Vent to us, vent to a counselor, vent to your bedroom wall, vent on paper, in the journals here, or anywhere else you feel safe doing so. Getting these feelings off your chest can help immensely. We're all here for you. You belong to a community that houses some of the coolest people on the planet. Use us, but most of all, stay with us.
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"I can normally tell how intelligent a man is by how stupid he thinks I am" - Cormac McCarthy, All The Pretty Horses
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