I agree with the sentiments above.
Most of all, listen to yourself. Hold on to what you've learned with your HS girl.
You know 'M' has (at the very least) shaky ideas about how it is to be with someone, and your past experience and your gut feeling tell you that this is not going to change.
I'm sorry but I feel you've lost 'M', it was not your fault but it happened. Do not linger in a situation which you can never be fully comfortable in.
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