piggy_annie

This is my last restort... I dont even know why i'm doing this ,I mean here sharing my problems with stranger but i'm really lost i need help.

What do you do when you lay all your trust on your sister and she uses that against you ? what do you do when you cant even trust your own sister? So the story goes i'm dating this guy and well thinks end for us with me still having so much feelings for him, i have lost everything my pride my diginity just to try to make him stay but it didnt happen so i cried over him and tell my sister so and she goes and tell him thinking it would help us get back together but it only make me look worst infront of him and more sad then i am now, and i dont know what happens next , it all seems like a dream but here i am seeing her holding hands with him and how she always tell me that shes annoyed of him and how she understands me like she's in my shoe but when she's with him its a totally different story, how two face is that! I dont want to think this of her but what am i to do, and she already have a boyfriend for crisssakes! i thought i could trust her to tell her everything and what is this crap, yes i'm sitting here in self-pity and blaming myself argh it just hurts too much. What would you do if you were in this situation?