I think the reason you are feeling like a big shit is because her friendship meant a lot to you and you are going to miss it, not necessarily because what you did was wrong. In fact, like the others have said, I would have done the same thing too.
If anything, I think what you did shows a lot of self-respect. You refuse to have people in your life that aren't honest or possess integrity. You shouldn't ever feel bad about that.
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"I can normally tell how intelligent a man is by how stupid he thinks I am" - Cormac McCarthy, All The Pretty Horses
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