Daknjak

I suppose it is kind of childish to relate to a song in such a way, but I don't know if I am alone in this but this has caused me to become rather depressed reguarding my life and the way things have been. I almost feel like I don't deserve this, and in my selfishness, I wish anyone who thinks this is a small problem, and say I just need to get over it, should spend just one day in my shoes. Very selfish indeed.

I am no stranger to being depressed. I went through some counseling in my younger years because of a serious case of lack of self esteem. I was wondering if anyone has experienced in what is my case, a serious self loathing. I know what can happen, I know I can't help it, but I still blame myself most times when I give in to it. I have also noticed, that knowing why this started does nothing to help get over it. Anyone else notice this?

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