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Yeah, I can feel myself changing... When I got to college I started having to worry about too much shit.. Loans, bills, etc.. All of it is money. I spend too much time stressing about how I'm going to pay for everything, and I do less of what I "want" to do and more of what I "have" to do.. I guess getting older means taking on more responsibility, and it's the burden of responsibility that ages you.
I still have my private dreams, but I don't see them happening anytime soon. Especially not if I accept my commission with the Marine Corps.. Then it'll be another 10 years before I could even have the option to carry out my dream. I still hope one day that I will get to do what I *really* want to do, but not anytime soon, not as long as money still rules my life.
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