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From my experience every bloke walk around thinking about 'the one that got away'. With me it's the girl i was with for 4 years but didn't follow when she moved. For others, like you, it's the girl you grew up with but never happened. It's a constant thats going to stay in your heart, either your push it to the darkest spare room you have in there, or you let it haunt you and hurt you. If you haven't got together yet, theres probably a good reason, just make sure the next time you meet a girl that gets inside your heart, you go for it...
You say that there is a chance that you could go to the same college as her? My advice: don't. She's going to be going to experience life, and sorry to say it, that's probably only going to involve you in a friendship role, at best. That's the way shit goes mate, that's why there's millions of them and not just one.
As XenuHubbard said, the worst that can happen if you put the hard word on her is rejection, which is pretty much the same position you're in already. It'll take a lot less time to get over her rejecting you than it will you regretting never asking her. Anyway, time's a great healer, and even if you do get rejected, it's all for your own growth bro. Bite the bullet and ask her out, if she says no, then fuck it, go out and meet more girls. There's one walking around with your name on her and it's a lot of fun trying to find her... especially when you're at college
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What's easier to believe: that a guy was born without sex in the manner of several Greek demigods and grew up to be able to transmute liquids and alter his body density yet couldn't escape government execution, or that three freemasons in a vehicle made with aluminum foil in an era before digital technology escaped our atmosphere, landing on the moon, broadcasted from there, and then flew back without burning up?
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