This is quite a vice of mine. I have to know every little thing that's going on around me. Most of my personal interest i.e. magic, martial arts, psychology- are chock full of secrets. I absolutely can't abide not knowing something. It absolutely tears me out of my frame. The absolute worst thing you could say to me is that you have a secret you can't share. You would be subjected to a full-scale seige until you came clean!
But, alas, once I know, I'm fine.
I don't feel the need to spread the gossip, however. I feel the only reason you should break a confidence is to help someone. I don't have to tell. I just have to know.
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The sad thing is... as you get older you come to realize that you don't so much pilot your life, as you just try to hold on, in a screaming, defiant ball of white-knuckle anxious fury
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