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okay, thanks.
ill be honest, i have been pretty lazy with taking the pill. but i feel like i have no reason to anymore.
i took the initiative myself to go on the pill before sex had ever really come up in my current relationship. for me, that took alot of courage.. and even moreso to confess to my bf that i had done so.
i thought he'd be positive about it, but completely shot me down. he wont have sex because im a virgin... and is set on the fact he'll break my heart in the end.
i think what hurt the most was that this wasnt a factor with none of his ex's because they werent virgins. i just felt really sub-par and insignificant.. and i think it's kind of stayed with me as far as sex is concerned.
hence the reason i never worry about taking it the same time every day... its just a reminder.
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