fatmanforprez

Well what can one say, love sucks. And it sounds like we have alot in common in the love area, I am currently doing my best to fall out of love with a woman who never deserved my feelings (at least I have to tell myself this daily). It isnt easy and it isnt fun, But when I was seeing her daily I was making no progress at cutting away from her emotionally. Now that I was a bit of a dick to her last couple times i saw her she dosent come bringing me down and i dont seek her out, its painful and I owe her an explination as to why I am meeting her on her own level. However right now such an explination would put me back to square one, but I cant let it sit so I am gonna have to sit her down and explain why i am being a jerk in the hopes she will understand. And trust me it will really be easier if you throw yourself at everything with 2 legs at this point, you have no idea how much that is helping me. Best of luck, the way you were treated was royally messed up.