Mouse--I see what you mean. It sounds like you have a good boundary set in your head, that if you start to feel anything again for her at the lunch (or after), then you'll jump ship. As long as you have that boundary it's probably okay. And I assume your current gf knows about everything you're telling us, yes? (If not, I highly recommend telling her.)
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