maleficent

What's stopping you from going out? Even one night a week to go out and spend time with people.

It's sad that your mom died when you were so young, and your father wasn't able to care for her, you cant change that, if you want something to do, look for a support group for families of people wiht cancer, and use your experience to help them, and allow others to help you.

How are you spending this time? Working? Caring for other family members? School? What's your father's involvement in your life?

(as for you dad - I don't know you or your dad, but some people have a really hard time dealing with the dying of someone tehy love and become very detached and can't bring themself to face the death or care for that person... it's their way of protecting themselves from the hurt that will come...)

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