Well, I haven't seen my own mother for almost 5 years now, although, I still do speak to her and my current job keeps me away from my family and I know exactly what you're feeling, I'm 21 too.
The truth is, I just keep away from attachments with my family and it seems to work out just fine for me. Must of my time is spent either at the University or Work, even if I am at home, I spend most of my time sitting in my room online or find a way to escape the house to someplace private for me to get high.
If I were you, I'd spend more time with Friends and other family members if possible and try to have as much as fun. Most college student at our age may go out on drinking or druggin bringe but there's other ways of having fun. Going to games, or particpating in sports event, etc is a great way to relieve yourself of pressure.
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