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After about 20 years of living under my moms roof, Then the past 6 years living mainly under my stepfathers roof..I'm finally out on my own, Freedom feels good, Not that i didn't have any freedom before..It's just being on your own gives you that extra little bit of freedom that comes with being on your own.

So here's what i'm facing right now, I have moved about 3 times in the past 4 or 5 months and where i'm at right now, I'm not sure i can afford it. I can afford it, But i'm gonna be living a very restricted lifestyle..And that's just not me. The way i look at it is, If i gotta scrounge up change to grab something to eat..Then what's the point.

My mother asked me if i'd be interested in getting a place with her, I love my mother and i know that if i did live with her, I would eat good..That's one of the big pro's for me right now if i were to move in with her, Cause right now..I don't eat much and i don't eat good.
Another upside to moving in with her would be that my rent would drop drastically, Putting more money into my pocket.

Downside..I'm 27 years old and really think that i'm too old to be living with my mother, And i really have to stop depending on her for things..Cause she aint gonna be around my whole life, So i need to take more responsibility of my shit.

If i want to have friends over, Or bring a girl home...My mother would be there, Not that it's a problem..It's just...I don't know, I'm sure you get what i'm saying.

The way i feel right now i think i might do it, I'm really stresssed out over money issues.

My car needs work done on it badly..But i just don't have the 500 dollars it's gonna cost me for parts to get it done.

I owe the government money, As if you and I don't give our government enough money..They have the balls to tell us we owe them more at the end of the year.

How can people say that money isn't everything? Money IS everything!!!
I have tried to live with the mindstate that money isn't everything, But it couldn't be any further from the truth.

Money is an evil thing.

I guess i'm just kinda letting some shit off my chest, I just really don't know what to do.

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