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I'm 5'1 and fluctuate from 105-110 lbs. I'm asian so I feel that this weight is actually a little too much for my small frame. I would like to lose a little weight in my waist and tummy area. I still have a layer of fat there, especially on my lower abs and have been working out 5 days a week and try to eat healthier. My boyfriend says I'm a little chubby which I sometimes think is unfair, but he's more concerned that I keep up with a healthier lifestyle than the results.
It's hard sometimes, because I'm never happy with how I look, even when I know some pants that fit me a year ago are now loose. I know my bf thinks i'm sexy but sometimes I just hear the other side of it (that I'm a "little chubby") instead of the oter aspects.
I know I'm not overweight, by any means and actually in a good weight range. I just have trouble having the confidence. The only times I've been told I was fat are when I visit the Philippines, where everyone is much tinier and I would be considered kind of bigger for an asian. Hence, I have always thought I'm too chubby for an asian.
*shrugs* I don't know what else to add here.
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And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anais Nin
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