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Well, it's more complicated than that. She loves both of us, and she's very emotionally unstable. If either of us were assholes enough, we could get her into bed even if she didn't want to (and this has happened.) The problem is that the other guy is pretty emotionally unstable at the moment as well...so I always get nervous when they are together (and I definitely don't want to discourage them doing things together.)
I'd like to think that I'm pretty stable and that I know what I'm doing, but I have to not let pride get a hold of me.
I do want what is best for all of us.
This is the first time in a long time that I have felt so selfish...
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