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i guess i'm of two minds about this. i realized my attractions to men pretty suddenly. looking back, i could see things forming in my mind. but the first time i woke up from a dream and realized that i had been thinking about cock... I was pretty surprised. that's turned out to be a durable identification for me, and since then i've had experiences that affirm that. since i'm bi, i still experience significant attraction to women as well, but i don't really have a "priority" gender...just types of folks in each.
but...i don't know i would identify soley on thoughts experienced in an induced state.
think of yourself in multiple idenities...spend time thinking and fantasizing...see what feels right. and try not to worry. whatever the outcome, this is a chance to spend some time getting to know yourself better, what works for you sexually and what doesn't. i know this can be concerning, and there are reasons to talk yourself out of it. but i would listen to your mates as well. there's little use talking yourself out of the truth....so i would strongly reccomend finding out what that truth is.
best of luck...
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