Oh, honey. The only advice I can give you is to look inward, not outward. You're not going to find answers in anybody else, and only you can make yourself happy. It will most assuredly hurt for a while, but think of it like breaking your arm. If you throw it against the wall now, it may never heal. Once the bones set, it will be entirely up to you to decide what to do with your arm.
The crying will probably continue no matter how tired of it you are. As time passes, though, you'll spend more of your time being tired of it and less of your time actually doing it. Hang in there.
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"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed."
(Michael Jordan)
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