He Fell Out of Love
Last night my boyfriend of a year and a half decided he no longer wanted to be with me. I was blindsided by this. I never saw it coming. We are separted during the summer, but attend the same university. We would talk on the phone everyday. Whenever we would hang up we both said "I love you" to each other. Then last night he broke my heart.
He said we were too serious. I didn't want to get married now or even in a couple of years. We are young and having fun together. He said he will always love me in a certain way and I was the best girlfriend he has ever had. He has no complaints. But, despite all that, he doesn't want to be in a relationship with me any longer.
I don't know what to do. How do you stop loving someone? I keep thinking about all the good times we had together. I'm still going to see him because I am friends with some of his roommates and they told me I better still hang out. We are both 21 by the way. I still want to be friends, but its gonna be hard seeing him with other girls. I have about another month before I see him. Does anyone think he will change his mind once we see each other? Any advice will be greatly appreciated. I cried all night, I'm tired of it. And friends with benefits good or bad?
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