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It seems like she was using you to patch her damaged self-worth, which it looks like you figured out. You went along for the ride but found that no-strings sex isn't necessarily all it's cracked up to be because you're human and have feelings. you're not a completely cold person so even though you don't like her that much, on some level you appreciate that you made this connection with another person. Then again you may be a little disgusted with yourself for cheapening yourself that way. That's what it's like to get used by someone - it happens a lot. As much as you might want to just go with it and enjoy the free sex, it's not always that easy or simple. Sounds like a "live and learn" thing to me.
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