DP -- the doctor and family are not listening, so please, please seek counseling! Call Parents Anonymous or a professional counselor. Take care of you -- all of you! Physically you sound healthy. Your mental health is just as important.
It is very sad that others made your life decisions for you in the past. It is time for you to take control of your life and make your own decisions. Best of luck and many blessings on you.
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If you can go deeply into lovemaking, the ego disappears. That is the beauty of lovemaking, that it is another source of a glimpse of god
It's not about being perfect; it's about developing some skill at managing imperfection.
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