Well against everyones advice and to a degree my own feelings on it, I decided I'm just going to wait it out. I'm not in it for anything more than a good time anymore though, I've realized there is no real future but the summer will be fun. She is fun to hang out with, and I like the intimate stuff which isn't hampered by her choosing decision.
Last night she told me she thinks she is in love with me, but that it didn't change anything in the situation. I'm not in love with her, and I made that clear but she wanted to keep things going the same way they were before I left, and maybe it will work out.
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