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I have a tendency to do that, but... in the opposite way.
I don't push people away, but can be "too there", if that makes sense.
For example, last saturday... a girl I've been seeing/dating/whatever comes up to a party where I had been drinking for hours before that. Long story short, I blacked out, and next thing I know I woke up in my own bed with a fantastic "jesus christ you got drunk last night" story. (I didn't make too much an ass of myself)
Anyway, I felt sooooo bad and embarassed about it, I kept apologizing to her. I think I might've over apologized and been "too there" in the days afterwards because I had this worry, "fuck, I hope she still talks to me after that incident."
Another girl I'm seeing/dating/whatever does a good job at pushing people away at the most inopportune time, but I'm still the nicest person in the world to her and don't fault her for it. She wonders why I'm so nice when she's always "a bitch".
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