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Originally Posted by cyrnel
Space for myself has been stressful. It's when I come apart again and rehash things I could have done, should have known, etc. I'm sure this is part of my process but damn I want to get past the pain... she deserves the feelings of loss but somewhere in there i'm trying to associate it with good memories and what she'd want for our future. It's a complicated mess of emotions, and that doesn't make it easy to keep myself grounded.
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Ya know -- just so you know - it is OK to cry.. and it's ok to fall apart a little or even a lot -- you've got friends and family to help put you back together -
Just a thought - are there any grandkids in the family? Or future grandkids -- or hell, just even do it for yourself-- put together a mom book - with all your favorite stories of her - the good -- the bad - and the oh so funny -- include pictures guarenteed to have her haunting you into the next life... Share those memories with your family and friends -- they might have stories you didnt know about...
Still sending more hugs..