Here's the deal now. After my incident with the other girl last week, I really don't have feelings for the first girl anymore. Now, while I am a very good guy, and I am not the type to use girls or abuse them, I don't really care about that right now. This girl did a very immature and disrespectful thing to me and my feelings, and she doesn't really seem to care that much. Because of that, I'm going to play the games, but we're going to play on MY level.
First of all, I should make it clear that I understand this sounds immature and a waste of my time and hers, but that doesn't matter. This is the summer, I have nothing better to do, and I'm going to enjoy this.
The past week, I've been pretty much avoiding her. I never call her, I don't always pick up when she calls, I'm extremely curt towards her on the phone and online, and I haven't asked her to do anything. What has the gotten me? That has gotten me more frequent calls from her, and she's being nicer to me online. However, I'm not going to budge. In fact, I'm going to get worse. From now on I will hardly be nice online, I will never ask her to do anything, and I will simply pretend I never knew her.
I can tell that she likes me a lot, but she just doesn't want a relationship right now. Therefore, I'm willing to see just how much she likes me. I will not bend because honestly, I don't feel like hanging out with her anymore. I have lost a lot of respect for her, she is surrounded by pot head idiot friends, and how can you have a lot in common with someone who has no other interest than partying?
Like I said, this probably sounds immature and sick on my part, but I dont' care. I am in control of the strings, and I'm gonna see just how far I can pull them. I'm going to enjoy this a lot.
Do I see any positive coming out of this? Not really. But I will have fun knowing she is gonna get what she paid for. She has already started and will continue to see what it's like to hang out with all of her idiot friends instead of me. It'll be almost like a "It's a Wonderful Life" kinda thing where she realizes what it's like without the nice guy she's met. If it doesn't really make a difference to her, then I have no problem blocking her forever. I can not see myself being friends with a loser like her.
Last edited by nack104; 06-13-2005 at 05:30 PM..
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