I tend to sabatoge relationships only with guys. I usually end things before they ever really have a chance to begin. After careful thought and consideration throughout my high school years, I figured it was sort of a defense mechanism. I would push them away and stomp the fire before it even began. That was I wouldnt let myself get close and be vulnerable in case I got hurt.
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