I used to do this all the time when my husband and I first started dating. I couldn't believe that he was actually as nice of guy as he is. I would put doubts in his head all the time and say things when we fought like "why don't you just break up with me". I guess I was trying to save myself from getting hurt in some sick way. When people are so nice and you are used to dealing with people who treat you like crap it really is hard to believe.
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