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I sabotage relationships and friendships left right and center.
Usually it's because i feel that i won't be able to give everything i am into it, and that i think the other person will be angry because of it so i push them away before i feel i do something wrong.
It's kind of a twisted self-punishment, i rarely let people get close to me even though i really want them to.
When people do stick with me (which is rare) i will always throw everything i am into making sure that everything works, which can also backfire when people get freaked out.
I'm learning where the middle is though, it's not easy, i'm an all or nothing guy.
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