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Originally Posted by lurkette
I'm testing her love for me, certain she doesn't really love me and couldn't ever love me because I'm inherently unlovable.
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Having been on both sides of this coin, I want to mention that this alone causes 'pressure'. When there is too much pressure, it makes one want to run. Not necessarily away, but at least a few steps back.
Shani-Faye and Mal are right... you need to find your self worth. Clinging to someone else to keep your worth is a really heavy responsibility that not many people want to carry.
Perhaps if you could take a step back yourself and focus on you, things might turn around.. you may find that D takes more of an interest in coming to you. I'm not sure, but this is where ratbastid is saying "lighten up"?
Just on a side note:
I didn't think it was possible to meet someone who doubts themselves as much as I do... I think in many ways you have it all over me on that one. I don't even know you well, and I can't see anything about you that is unloveable... you are just as maleficient described! Find it and believe it!
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and yes, I know... easier said than done right?
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