Well, I've been out for the past 6 hours, driving around, talking to friends, and I calmed down a bit.
Shortly after I made my initial post I found out she was very involved with this guy, and already sleeping with him.
I'm still upset, but I realized that I broke up with her. She has no obligation to me, she can fuck whoever the hell she wants.
I'm in a bit of a bitter stage right now. But I'm feeling better. I always had my suspicions when we were going out anyways. The fact that she hid that this guy kissed her was a big trust breaker.
There was also an occasion when we hadn't had sex for about a month, and when we finally did, something felt like I was the only one who hadn't gotten laid in a month, if you catch my drift.
And the fact that she was so quick to start fucking him after we broke up leaves me more than just a bit suspect.
So in short. I'm still pretty damn upset by the whole ordeal. But I'm no longer shaking and stuttering, and having violent outbursts.
I see alot of people have said to take up some physical activity. Personally I'm not a very active person, but I might consider starting to run.
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Last edited by ElwoodBlues; 06-06-2005 at 09:04 AM..
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