Okay. So I've been talking to different people about my 'problems' and it comes up repeatedly that I should maybe, probably look into getting couselling. This thought, for some completely unrational reason, actually scares me, more than a little. It came up when I posted this thread,
http://www.tfproject.org/tfp/showthread.php?t=87335 about my life as well. I am a student as well as being in the army reserves which means that I am very poor and I don't want to pay someone. So, any great ideas?
I've thought about going to AA but I'M not an alchoholic but it is in my family. The thing with that, though, is that I wouldn't want to go alone - at least to the first couple and I don't know if that would be the best thing for me and if I am gonna do this, I don't want it to be a horrible experience. You know?
I actaully do sorta believe that I do need at least some form of couselling but you know asking for help is scary.
I don't know what to do... help?