I haven't experienced this lately, and this makes me uncomfortable. I feel like all the aspects of my life that I've been neglecting will come to a head and I'll be in big trouble. I've been riding on luck for too long.
I guess it's time for me to be criticised, and I think I've got that coming up. I'll be heading to a workshop which is basically intensive music school for 3 weeks, and I expect to get a chance to "walk the talk" when I'm told "I'm not really swinging," or "you obviously don't practice enough," or the one I'm dreading the most: "you don't love the music enough."
I aim not to get defensive. In the words of Tim from "The Office:" It's better to be at the bottom of a ladder you want to be on then half-way up one you don't.
I will be sure to update y'all on what things I didn't want to learn about myself.
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