I do not need spiritualy but I do need to live consciously.
This is my life and this is my everything. It is very concerning when I know that I have only one life to live. I can't live how I desire at this time, I am working on it. I have the power to build a life for myself where I feel content and satisified. The difficulty is having the strength and courage to discover what that means to me. I don't currently know, I have some ideas and I am working towards those ambitions.
I see confining myself to someone elses religion or spirituality as having accepted their definition of life. They have found for me boundries where I can exist easliy and without conscious thought, comfortably living. I find it empowering to use my strength to make decisions, I may seek guidance and advice but I need to take action independatly in my own intrest.
We all live with our own subjective existance. You can honestly express to me how you feel but what your spirituality provides you doesn't exist. I can not interpret or construct spirituality using any of my five senses. It doesn't take away from how you feel or your experience but I am not missing or incomplete from that which is ficticious to me.
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