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I assume its just a point you get to in getting over someone, but right now I at the point where I just asking, "Why", Why does this have to suck so much? Why does it have to be so difficult to love somebody? I mean, shit, if I was smart, I would have avoided the long distance relationship and remained a good friend of hers and let the thing develop when it had a chance. And now that we have been so in love and broken up, not mutually, being back together would be impossible, even if we could see each other all the time. But I guess you fall in love and you think you can conquer the entire world, and Ill be damned if that isnt the best feeling I've ever experienced. But I should have just waited. I that regret I didn't wait. And now the oppourtunity is gone forever, and I regret it because she's a great person and I'll never be able to close to her again. Oh well, least i've gotten used to feeling like crap every now and then, I can take it with a grain of salt and just realize that in a day or two Ill feel better. Meh, I guess I am now officaly a human being.
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Here are some phrases I'd like to be able to say, in all honesty, before I die.
"That's it, send out the ninjas!"
"So then I had to kill my way to the second floor."
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