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Not to get overly angsty, and to make a long story short, I recently met a girl, fell in love with her, found out that she wanted to remain friends (as friendship lasts longer than relationships, according to her), and now when we're out with our usual trio, she ignores me and flirts with my other friend while I'm standing not 3 feet away. But for a while there, when I thought she really cared for me, I felt whole.
Just needed to get that off my chest...but I will tie it in with my point.
Maybe we're all just looking for validation. What you're missing is someone(or something) that makes you feel like you're doing things for a purpose. Something that screams to you, "Hey, I am worth a damn!" When you get in to the tedium and repetitive nature that is school/work, you really need something to look forward to. You need some sort of drive to get through it all. What you may be missing is the "Why?" to your "What am I missing?"
I hope this makes sense...it's 4am and I've been drinking...
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