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MEAD · 05-05-2005, 11:41 PM

Thanks, I guess I thought I was over it when I wasnt. I just feel like I dont need to be feeling like crap anymore and that I deserve to be happy and with someone who treats me better. It's hard because I know shes a good person, and that it was really a matter of being long distance. But I was still very much in love when she decided that it was too difficult for her. I want to blame her, but I know I can't. That's what puts me in this position. It's too difficult for me to wrap my head around and keep it that way. Too much conflict, one second Im all understanding and the next Im so completely resentful. That's why I gave up.

05-05-2005, 11:41 PM	#3 (permalink)
MEAD Insane Location: South Florida	Thanks, I guess I thought I was over it when I wasnt. I just feel like I dont need to be feeling like crap anymore and that I deserve to be happy and with someone who treats me better. It's hard because I know shes a good person, and that it was really a matter of being long distance. But I was still very much in love when she decided that it was too difficult for her. I want to blame her, but I know I can't. That's what puts me in this position. It's too difficult for me to wrap my head around and keep it that way. Too much conflict, one second Im all understanding and the next Im so completely resentful. That's why I gave up. __________________ Here are some phrases I'd like to be able to say, in all honesty, before I die. "That's it, send out the ninjas!" "So then I had to kill my way to the second floor."