I wanted to SO bad....but he was married and so was I...but, nothing happened. It was a perfectly safe opportunity too! It would have been so incredible, because we were high school sweethearts (and I know that I do still love him) and we had been apart for a very long time. We saw eachother at our high school reunion. I know, so cliche! But, I was so damn willing & hot for him...except he wanted to honor his vows with his wife. I was hurt beyond belief and yet, I admire his strength. Now I just don't even know what to feel about the entire situation. I never felt the same for any other man. Perhaps it was never meant to be. But I still dream of him all the time. The "One that Got Away." I wish someone could tell me how to forget the past.
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"I need compassion, understanding and chocolate." - NJB
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