She's still human isn't she?
You don't see girls and go "Damn... she looks good"? Sure there are times when you're so infatuated that a model could stand naked in front of you, begging you to take her and you would just push her aside to get to your girl, but eventually people get off their clouds.
In short, it's perfectly normal, although I can understand how, if you're not well aware that she LOVES you and that love is not limited to physical attraction, you would feel insecure about it.
Stop feeling like you don't deserve her... it's one of the greatest wrongs you could ever do to her, you're devaluing something that she holds very dear... namely yourself.
And I've seen stuff like that become self fulfilling prophesies.
Show a little more faith in her convictions... you're a great guy.
Disclaimer: I hope this is making sense... I haven't had much sleep lately. The summary is:
yes.
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