Hey. Thanks everyone for reading and replying. There are probably a 1001 reasons why I should never have posted this on here but I am glad that I did. I knew everything you guys are saying but sometimes it is nice to have it reiterated to you.
As for the type of relationship I want to have with my brother... all I want is to be in the same room, building, hell even city as him and not be afraid. I mean he's my brother!
What I think my parents should have done? The only thing I wish is that my mother loved me with one tiny bit of the love, patience, and forgiveness that she has for him.
But I think this sums it up perfectly:
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Originally Posted by Seeker
If nothing else, you have experienced and defined what you do not want in your life, take strength from that.
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Thanks again all. I love this place! Peace.